Thursday, September 11, 2014

familiar path



Traveling along the road to the unknown, this path is no stranger to the thoughts that linger in my head. The future is packed in a box wrapped in any way I perceive it to be, and the endless questions that stream in only escalates my eagerness to unwrap this mysteriously compelling gift. Will there be blue eyes? Can i finally dream without having to shut my eyes? I move with the tide as the waves of time sweep me off the shore to the sea, and back to the shore again.

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Help



Regret. If only I had studied a little harder.
Confused. If only I knew what I really want.
Stuck. If only I knew if I should go for the second chance.
Hopeless. If only I could break out of this aimless cycle.
Disappointed. If only I was loaded.

If only this heart isn't this troubled.
But it is troubled. Very troubled.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Space

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Have you ever had days where you'd just wanna stay away from your phone, to avoid all forms of human interaction?

Well, that's me ever since I started working. I've had MANY of my friends complain that I'm always taking so long to reply whatsapp messages, or worse still, not replying at all, etc etc etc. They think that the problem was that I don't check my phone frequently enough, but that is not the truth. Truth is, while the messages come in as I scroll through Instagram/ Twitter/ Facebook/ Chrome (that is, usually most of the time), I'd swipe the message notification away so that I can fully enjoy that short amount of time I have browsing anything else but just not my messages.

It isn't because I dislike my friends- it's absolutely nothing of that sort. i love each and everyone of them, but I really needed time alone especially after a long day at work. I needed the time to recharge. As much as I enjoy spending time and interacting with people, the fact of the matter is that it drains me and sadly, not everyone understands that. There's always tension between expectation from others and our own's, and managing this tension can be really taxing but hey, every challenge can be an opportunity for me to learn and grow.... right? :/